Sunday, March 29, 2009

Where do you start over?

This is something I struggle with a lot. Especially since things seem to be at a stand still right now.

Ok, I know, leaving was the first step. But what now? The list of things I want/need/have to do seems to be getting longer and longer. Nothing is getting checked out. Things just keep getting more complicated.

I have to find an apartment. When I got here, it was agreed I could stay 6 months. I’ve got about a month left. Not only that, but even my therapist agrees, I need to be on my own, living here is hurting me no helping me.

I have to get my car running. I just have to. I need to be able to come and go on my own, without using my sister’s car. Besides, I need to be able to get around when I do move. Why do car repairs have to be so expensive? Not only that, but my plates are due in May and my car won’t be able to be plated until the repairs are made.

These are the 2 major hiccups right now. These seem impossible, which makes everything else seem impossible too.



Gina Alfani said...

Love yourself and be grateful for everything good in your life.

I can relate!

Bilal said...

life's a total bitch!

i've been meaning to start over, just don't know where to start from .. and how to go about it ..

can totally relate ..


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