Monday, May 25, 2009

Concentrating on housing

Sorry I haven't been around much.

I've been concentrating all my energy on trying to find an apartment. I think everyone here is pretty much ready for me to move, me MOST of all, lol.

So, I've been spending my time calling around trying to find places. I've called 60+ apartment complexes in the area. I'm on the waiting list at one apartment, trying to get on the list at another one, and trying to get one to call me back.

I haven't been spending as much time online. I just really want to find a place of my own to live.


Tuesday, May 5, 2009

New Banner

It's not perfect, but I'll spruce it up some more later. Took a lot to get me to use pics of me. And this is my EC card.

What do ya think?

Be back tomorrow.


Friday, May 1, 2009

Not doing good

Sorry I've been neglecting this blog, just have a lot going on right now.

Since the apartment thing didn't work out, the depression has been pretty bad, I've been crying a lot. I really want a place of my own. Not that my sis is pushing me out the door, but because I want my own place.
I've never really lived on my own. I've always lived with family or had a room mate. Now, I'm at a point where I want my own place. Part of me just wants to prove I can do it.

I'm still having a lot of ups and downs right now. One day I'll feel ok, just to bottom out the next day. I hate the depression.

I'm working on another blog, it's all about birds. It's something I really enjoy doing. Especially since I've been missing my birds and crying about it a lot. I miss them so much, it hurts so bad. And no one seems to understand why I'm upset about it. My birds were my life, my kids. How is a person suppose to feel when they loose their kids?

So that's what's going on with me. I'm still trudging forward. Not getting as far as I would like, but I'm still going.


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