Friday, May 1, 2009

Not doing good

Sorry I've been neglecting this blog, just have a lot going on right now.

Since the apartment thing didn't work out, the depression has been pretty bad, I've been crying a lot. I really want a place of my own. Not that my sis is pushing me out the door, but because I want my own place.
I've never really lived on my own. I've always lived with family or had a room mate. Now, I'm at a point where I want my own place. Part of me just wants to prove I can do it.

I'm still having a lot of ups and downs right now. One day I'll feel ok, just to bottom out the next day. I hate the depression.

I'm working on another blog, it's all about birds. It's something I really enjoy doing. Especially since I've been missing my birds and crying about it a lot. I miss them so much, it hurts so bad. And no one seems to understand why I'm upset about it. My birds were my life, my kids. How is a person suppose to feel when they loose their kids?

So that's what's going on with me. I'm still trudging forward. Not getting as far as I would like, but I'm still going.



1stopmom said...

I hope you feel better. I have depression too and it can really get hard sometimes.

Powered by Blogger.

Those who read my craziness...



Blogger templates


A New Jen Copyright © 2011 -- Template created by O Pregador -- Powered by Blogger