Saturday, December 11, 2010

Can't wait for newborn niece.....

Yes, it's exciting....My new baby girl will be here soon (due between 12/25 and 1/1/11). I may not like that my sis got pregnant, but I won't let it overshadow my nieces.

I love my baby girls. Even though my sis can't handle it/doesn't know what she's in for. My lil sis(babies momma) thinks that her 1st born (who is 4) won't be curious/jealous about the new baby (ie: the 4 year old will never pull the new babies hair, poke her, etc.).

I find it hilarious and ironic. Since I raised her and her sister (middle sister who is only 2 years older). I remember them poking/pulling at each other, lol. Just bcuz that's what kids do.k

Saturday, November 20, 2010

My computer has a pet gremlin.....

So, the apartment complex lost power a few days ago, my computer was and got shut down. Gah, been having trouble ever since.

One minute Windows is working....the next it's not.
On minute Firefox is working...the next not so much.
One minute Internet Explorer is working...the next nada.

Not to mention: I can't do any Google searches in any browser; it won't let me download or save any files, the drivers for my video card keep mysteriously getting shout off, amongst other strange things.

I swear, there's a gremlin inside my computer. He waits til I'm using a program, then makes the program go all wonky. Then the little bastard waits patiently for me to exclaim "WTF! But I was just using that". He then gives out an evil snicker and returns the program to working order.

I may not have seen him, but I know he's in there..taunting me. What he doesn't know is that tonight, there will be a plate full of rat poison laced brownies setting out just for him. ;)


Thursday, November 18, 2010

Less blogging, more reading.....and Twitter

Yes my pretties these are a few of the things that have been keeping me away.

I've been trying to keep up with all 3 of my blogs, but haven't been too successful. And the blogs/sites I like to visit have been just spewing articles/posts lately, so I've been doing a TON of reading. Also, I'm helping an online friend set up her site. Then I've also been camped out over on Twitter, stalking keeping track of those I follow. ;)

Want to add, sorry I didn't tell you guys all about my new car, got a few messages bout that (thanks Sue). I'll try to get pics of her soon and write a mushy-gushy post about how much I love her, she's improved my life and I've never had a car with leather seats before.

I promise starting next week, I'll be updating more regularly. Dad will be back from Florida in 2 weeks, so I won't have to worry about keeping up the housework by myself, hehe. So better times are a c'mon.

Lubs ya all,


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

I did it, went grocery shopping

Now to 99.9% of the population this is no big deal. But for me, it's major. I suffer from severe social anxiety, so for me a trip to the store means tons of anxiety, usually a panic attack and normally backing out of even going.

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Working on goals

Been extremely busy lately, my therapist and I have been working on setting goals (never been very good at it). And I've been putting a lot of work into figuring out where I want to go and how to get there.

This is something I've never been very good at. I look at things and can never figure out where to start, so I do nothing instead. Which also gets me no where, lol.

So, this is all something new to me.


Sunday, September 5, 2010

I am FAIL and here's why....

Sorry that I have neglected my blogs for so long. I've spent the last few months running from doc to specialist and have had tons of tests. Over these few months, I've had pneumonia twice, bronchitis, and a cough that won't seem to go away.

And what do these tests and specialists have to tell me?

N O T H I N G. Zip. Zilch. Nada.

Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Reality show....not gonna name it...

There is a certain reality show I have been dedicated to for a few years...since it started actually....5 years.

Then, over the last few years, I got to see my fave people change. Not in a good way. Now, they think their shit doesn't stink, they act like "rockstars". When they use to be great guys, down to earth, friendly, honest and loyal.

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

New med and coming out of the fogginess

Well, my doc has done it again, yet another new med. But this one is helping, something I haven't experienced in years.

My doc has added 10mg of Adderall to my routine every day. My therapist thinks I may have a mild case of adult ADD.

Monday, March 1, 2010

Struggling with depression

Yep, that's why I haven't been blogging. Hell, if I even get oout of bed, it's a good day.

Not sure what has brought this on. My psychiatrist is great, tho he's tried every med he can and nothing is helping.

I'm tired all the time (feel like I just got done running a marathon). Can't concentrate. Weepy.

Can't seem to get anything done. But I promised myself I'd do a blog post today and here it is. I guess that's something.

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